Monday, August 24, 2009

finale

I have been locked up in chastity for over a month now, because Miss Blue owns my cock. I got so excited because her training was cumming to an end. No not because it was over, but because she would decide how I would finally cum for her. To my amazment she is crueler than i thought. She gave me two choices! One to cum or I could leave it up to her kinky friend Mistress Akasha and do her training. I could take the easy way out and cum, but feel Miss Blue would rather I keep going. So, it is my decision to prolong my agony and desperaition and allow Mistress akasha the choice to let me cum, or keep me locked up for her amusement. Either way I am happy being the whore under their control learning to serve the two sexiest Domme's around. They truly know what they are doing and what they want, and I am just a pawn for their amusement.

Here is to my cock now being owned by Mistress Akasha and she know decides my fate.......... Tune in later for more details and the continuation of my journey locked and plugged with cock in my mouth and ass!!!!!!!!! I am in heaven!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Facing a fear

When I think about facing a fear and overcoming it, the most proud one I conquered was submission. I had thoughts as a young man of being tied up and having women in control. I had these in middle school and they continued to involve over time. Then I went to college and took a human sexuality class, which opened my eyes to domination and submission. For many years I wanted to try and learn to embrace my submission, but I always wanted to experience it.

I finally decide a year ago to just jump in and learn, and go with it. This has opened me up to tremendous new experiences. With the help of Miss Blue and Mistress Akasha, I have now been in training and learning how to become an ideal submissive. This fear of trying something taboo, becoming an understanding of who I really was. Submission is in my new found goal in life and I am learning and embracing every bit of it!!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Feeling of cumming

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Friday, August 7, 2009

What would I do?

It has been over two weeks since Miss Blue took possesion of my cock. She has control over it and it is now her property, and I am not allowed to touch or play with it at all. I have endured an amazing couple of weeks in chastity training, and humbly look forward to more. Yet, I really want too cum and let loose, but I can not. I would do almost anything for Miss Blue for the chance to cum. I am hers to control and use for her pleasure. I would even whore myself out and be used if I could cum just once, and sucking a real cock sounds so good right now, if I was able to cum afterwards.

Thank you Miss Blue for your training and all the control you hold over your cock!!!!!!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

pussy, pussy, pussy


I was finally allowed to touch Miss Blue's cock this week. I had forgotten how good it felt, but I only got to play with it for ten minutes, but it was worth the extra feeling and stress. Also Miss Blue decided to give me a pussy this week, I look kinda hot and sexy in my new pink bikinni panties. I look forward to chat this week and can't wait to see Miss Blue and Mistress Akasha. I will be in heaven tonight submitting to the two of them in the cruel chat room!!!!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Material that arouses me

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Sunday, August 2, 2009

Lesson six

It has been over a week now 11 days since Miss blue took ownership of my cock. I am feeling such pain and unfamiliarity in her balls and cock. I feel that I have so much I need to release. I am enduring the chastity training very well so far, but know there is so much to go. I want to touch her cock but I can not. I will to cum but I can not. For only Miss bLue gets to play with her cock and I just wear it for her. I am so wound up wanting relief but can not! I hope to continue and learn to better deal with it, the cumming is not the worst part, it is not touching Miss Blue's cock that is so tough and hard. I feel so bad wking in the morning and pissing sitting down on the toilet seat, and every other time i have to use the bathroom. I know though this training will make me a better submissive, so I look forward to the lessons and will continue to enjoy the chastity! Thank you Miss Blue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1