Monday, August 24, 2009

finale

I have been locked up in chastity for over a month now, because Miss Blue owns my cock. I got so excited because her training was cumming to an end. No not because it was over, but because she would decide how I would finally cum for her. To my amazment she is crueler than i thought. She gave me two choices! One to cum or I could leave it up to her kinky friend Mistress Akasha and do her training. I could take the easy way out and cum, but feel Miss Blue would rather I keep going. So, it is my decision to prolong my agony and desperaition and allow Mistress akasha the choice to let me cum, or keep me locked up for her amusement. Either way I am happy being the whore under their control learning to serve the two sexiest Domme's around. They truly know what they are doing and what they want, and I am just a pawn for their amusement.

Here is to my cock now being owned by Mistress Akasha and she know decides my fate.......... Tune in later for more details and the continuation of my journey locked and plugged with cock in my mouth and ass!!!!!!!!! I am in heaven!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Facing a fear

When I think about facing a fear and overcoming it, the most proud one I conquered was submission. I had thoughts as a young man of being tied up and having women in control. I had these in middle school and they continued to involve over time. Then I went to college and took a human sexuality class, which opened my eyes to domination and submission. For many years I wanted to try and learn to embrace my submission, but I always wanted to experience it.

I finally decide a year ago to just jump in and learn, and go with it. This has opened me up to tremendous new experiences. With the help of Miss Blue and Mistress Akasha, I have now been in training and learning how to become an ideal submissive. This fear of trying something taboo, becoming an understanding of who I really was. Submission is in my new found goal in life and I am learning and embracing every bit of it!!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Feeling of cumming

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Friday, August 7, 2009

What would I do?

It has been over two weeks since Miss Blue took possesion of my cock. She has control over it and it is now her property, and I am not allowed to touch or play with it at all. I have endured an amazing couple of weeks in chastity training, and humbly look forward to more. Yet, I really want too cum and let loose, but I can not. I would do almost anything for Miss Blue for the chance to cum. I am hers to control and use for her pleasure. I would even whore myself out and be used if I could cum just once, and sucking a real cock sounds so good right now, if I was able to cum afterwards.

Thank you Miss Blue for your training and all the control you hold over your cock!!!!!!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

pussy, pussy, pussy


I was finally allowed to touch Miss Blue's cock this week. I had forgotten how good it felt, but I only got to play with it for ten minutes, but it was worth the extra feeling and stress. Also Miss Blue decided to give me a pussy this week, I look kinda hot and sexy in my new pink bikinni panties. I look forward to chat this week and can't wait to see Miss Blue and Mistress Akasha. I will be in heaven tonight submitting to the two of them in the cruel chat room!!!!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Material that arouses me

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Lesson six

It has been over a week now 11 days since Miss blue took ownership of my cock. I am feeling such pain and unfamiliarity in her balls and cock. I feel that I have so much I need to release. I am enduring the chastity training very well so far, but know there is so much to go. I want to touch her cock but I can not. I will to cum but I can not. For only Miss bLue gets to play with her cock and I just wear it for her. I am so wound up wanting relief but can not! I hope to continue and learn to better deal with it, the cumming is not the worst part, it is not touching Miss Blue's cock that is so tough and hard. I feel so bad wking in the morning and pissing sitting down on the toilet seat, and every other time i have to use the bathroom. I know though this training will make me a better submissive, so I look forward to the lessons and will continue to enjoy the chastity! Thank you Miss Blue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Punishment


Today I am being punished for missing the live chat Thursday night. I was so heart broken to miss the chat with MIss Blue and Mistress Akasha. I look forward to every Thursday and having the opportunity to submit myself to their wishes.
Today for punishment I am wearing a super-plus sized tampoon in my ass for four hours. I hope I will be able to make up for my missing the chat. I look forward to more chastity training under Miss Blue, who owns my cock. I am but an eager whore who does as he is told and will continue to grow an learn at the feet of two amazing Dommes, Miss Blue and Mistress Akasha!!!!

Friday, July 31, 2009

Panty Dance


Well shoppping at the mall and store for feminine products is becoming a norm for me.

Mistress Akasha and Miss Blue have been sending me on shopping trips for a few months. I still always get hard walking through the store looking at new panties and buying other things for their amusement. I also love it because I get to add to my collection of panties or other things to make me a true whore. Today I bought these new pink ruffled boy shorts. I wanted them to look nice and cute for my panty dance.

I showered and shaved and put on my new girly girl smelling lotion. I smelled so sweet I even wanted a piece of me, LOL! I then danced and pranced in the mirror, blowing kisses to that whore staring right back at me. She looked so cute in pink panties newly shaven balls and happy trail. I was so smooth and nice feeling in my panties. I got to say dancing in the mirror in my new pink panties had me extremly hard, but the cute blue ribbon on my cock for MIss Blue is the best. Thank you Miss Blue for owning my ock, and training this whore to be a good chastity slut!!!!!!!!!

Cock Sucking




I think I have two favorite parts to my technique of cock sucking. First, I love when I first get the head of the cock into my mouth. I feel like it is a big lolli-pop which I like to suck on and lick it all over with my tongue. This usually gets my clit all nice and hard and I love the feeling of geeting hard with a cock in my mouth. Second, I believe when I open up my throat and deep throat the cock. I love it when the big huge cock slides down into the back of my throat. This is wonderful because I get tp feel the balls banging against my chin, and it lets me know that I am a super whore for cock. I want to say that learning to suck cock has been an amazing lesson, and I always love to have a cock deep in my mouth for Miss Blueand Mistress Akasha!!!!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Lesson #1



Well the last time I masturbated was this Tuesday. It had been quite a while for me because I had not cum in over a month while enduring Mistress Akasha's wonderful whore training. I knew I was gonna start Miss Blue's devious chastity training Wednesday so I needed to get relief before the training began. I decided to role play for this masturbation experience, and thus I logged on to Akasha's web and began to read the new corporate slut story. I dressed in my nice pink lace thing to get in my character role for this scene. Then, I began to read the new story and play the role of the new intern at the office. I was getting so hot and excited reading and thinking of being her intern and enduring the wonderful cruel things her mind was thinking. At this time I began sucking my dildo like I have been trained to do. Once she bent the new intern over the desk I slid my panties down to my thighs and began to fuck myself with the dildo thinking, "oh what a dream to be used by such an amazing and dominate Mistress." Then as in the story I got down on my back and rolled my legs over my head and this is when the fun really began. As I kept plugging my ass deeper and harder with the dildo, and my ock rock hard and dangling inches above my face. I closed my eyes, and opened my mouth and exploded cum everywhere all over my face, hair, and in my mouth. It was a great relief to dream about a humiliating yet so arousing moment at which I was used by a wondrful and beautiful Mistress.